适合？

终于考完试了，而我偏偏在这个时候生病了=(
度过JM生日后，发现我还很怀念那晚。我们一起疯，一起跳舞。而且，怎么那晚的酒好像喝不完似的？喝了一瓶又一瓶，总之我就是不断的喝。才发现自己有点稍微 醉的时候，尽然做了最蠢的一件事。还要Y不停安慰我，有够白痴的。第二天起床后，开始后悔了。算了，就由着吧！只能怪自己愚蠢了。那是依赖，我知道。也在慢慢地让自己脱离这依赖。


蔡健雅这首[空白格]正符合我现在的心情，而我也把这首歌放在部落格里了

其实很简单，其实很自然

两个人的爱由两人分担

其实并不难，是你太悲观

隔着一道墙不跟谁分享

不想让你为难，你不再需要给我个答案

我想你是爱我的，我猜你也舍不得

可是怎么说，总觉得我们之间留了太多空白格

也许你不是我的，爱你却又该割舍

分开或许是选择，但它也可能是我们的缘分

我明白，一切需要时间

Jaeson Ma ♥

Saw my  title? Ya,Jaeson Ma.The youngest pastor in the world .

I just can said he's amazing and cool

So,how I know Pastor Jaeson?actually is from my friend-Jonathan.If you are a christian,I bet you know Pastor Jaeson.If you don't know him,never mind.Go to the Google by typing his name then search it.Oh ya,when I'm wasting my time on Facebook,Jon tagged me on a video.Click on the notification and watch the video.I thought it was just 5min but when I see it clearly,God..this video almost 1 an hour and it gonna take lots of time for loading.Ok,I'm free so i just wait it load about half an hour I think. It's some kind of talk show about Jaeson Ma,the journey of his life.After I watched it,I felt the power of God to him and it's really amazing.

When he is a teenager,he get into drug,join the gangster,living in the street,became an alcoholic and likes to steal somethings.He steal lots of Armani shirt before and he have lots of money by sellling the drug.He does not believe in God before although his family are all Christian.One day,he get caught and realize he is having a bad life.That time,his life was totally change with 180 degree.He still mention that his sister have a weird dream.She said to Jaeson she dream of God bring her to heaven and show out a book about Jaeson's life.She saw that Jaeson gonna be a Rap Singer and the Youngest Pastor of the world in the future.Jaeson was taking drug that time and he laughed.He said he would never be the Pastor.But now,it prove that Jaeson's sister is right about this.

You know,Jaeson making a deal with GOD.God said he can satisfy Jaeson but he need to be single for 7 years.Jaeson deal with it.Firstly it's hard for him because he is also a human being sure wanna have sex with his gf.Haha,at last he realize why he need to be like that.He said,he keep his purity for 7 years is because he just will give to his lovely wife and when he is having his child,he will tell them how much he love their mum and he just give the it to his wife,the only beloved.When I heard it,felt so romance.He said,God is romance and I agree with that.=) the only love one will have it.So nice.I wonder how many guys can make it just for his beloved ? He grow up at California if I'm now wrong.If you know,then correct me because I forget dy.

If you wanna know more about Pastor Jaeson just visit his blog by clicking this--->Jaeson
Or you can search the his song from Youtube --->Love
I ♥ his song-Love .Especially the lyrics
God bless =)

Trial

Start my trial exam and everyone busy with their revision.Why that girl need to suffer so much,arghh..did you get it? It's menstrual pain and I hate it so much.I always need to suffer those pain during period time.Yea,today it happen when I'm having my bm test.Ouch,it makes me wanna tear my bm exam paper and no mood to answer those question.I don't know whether my answer correct or not.I don't care so much dy.Hot chocolate and chocolate no use for me.=( I choose not to take pil because it may bring side effect to me.If you watch the Hong Kong movie [女人最痛],you will agree what they said.

Today,I realize something and it prove that I'm right to be selfish for sometime.Ha,being selfish for sometime may brings benefit to you.It's right because it happen on me.I'm glad that I had make it myself to be selfish,it's a good things for me.=) Some of my friends forget that I had stop my tuition then informed me tuition cancel.Haha,too miss me right? Oh,did I became less talking? I felt that myself don't like to talk so much except ask about the exam things.Maybe it just temporarily because it's trial now.Hmm...

Tomorrow facing BI exam=)
Good Luck to every FORM5 student ya
After trial,we can fly ...

Plan a little suprise for myself.Ok,I know its sounds funny because you guys won't plan a suprise for yourself. I did,haha.

Felt the warmth

I knew that everyone is worried about me right now.
Thx friends,I'm ok, I can deal with it.=)

Thursday night,Darick and me plan to the church at Friday night.
That time we're in a tuition class,so start to discuss about this.
Oh ya,I think I'm just the one saw the fireworks on Thursday night.
It's just awhile but nice.I asked my friends whether they saw or not?
No one answer me with YES,but No ==
Ok,so I'm the lucky one !

Last night,I thought that Darick gonna pick me up.
At last,I just knew he came with Wei Yi's car,ok fine.
When we reached there,that two silly guy no that guts to enter the church.
You know why? because about 3 months they did not make a step to the church,that's why...
Darick keep called Lily but no one answer the phone,so we just wait.
Finally,they entered the church so I just followed them.
I think we had wasted about 10 minits at outside.

Hmm,thx for everyone's praying ya=)
Really appreciate !
We supposed be there at 7pm so can join them
But we make it at 9pm,sorry we're late.
They just finished their dinner I think when we reached there.
So I ask Wei Yi play the piano,he refuse at first
When I asked again,he agree with it because that time everyone is getting home.
Oh ya,Wei Yi did teach me a song-Kiss Goodbye
Guy,you need to have a lot of patience to teach me ya.
Darick keep play the drum and want us play a song to coordinate with him.
Anyway,I have fun with you guys =)

='(

It getting more serious.

Need the strength.
I'm strong? I wish too.

Trial just around the corner
I've stop some of my tuition and start to feel lazy in study.Gosh
I should not be like that.Hey,Diana you're in form5 now !
Although the matter getting serious,I still need to continue my study.

*Yumi,if you reading this post,I wanna tell you that I'm weak and it seem like getting more serious

Felt so suffer.
I won't tears for it because I promise to myself I need to be strong.
I just need someone that have the same experience as me, told me how it feel ?
How should I settle this fucking annoy matter?
Pretend to be like Yeah,I'm fine.Don't worry.=)
Gonna thx to my classmate today.
They bring lots of fun for me.I ♥ you Girls


Everything take time
How long I gonna wait? I just scared I can't accept the fact
My mood going Down Down Down days by days
FML,I don't know what I'm doing now.

Now,I just wish that I could walk along the beach,feel the warmth
Sit on the stone,look upon the sky that surrounded by the stars
Just to rest my mind.=)

Remembrance ♥

Choo Jing Qi

这是他的名字，好久没叫你了。不想多说什么，今天是他的死忌，我们不曾忘过。
所以，我们都在面子书换上了同样的照片，这是我们唯一能做的。
相同的，他的生日我们也会这样做。

昨晚，我流泪了。
怎么一年会那么快？一眨眼，时间就到了。
这时候，时间总会把一切的事情都倒带，让你忆起当天所发生的事情。
是好，是坏，你也得面对。

各位，请珍惜 身边的朋友！
这是我所得到的教训，也让我感到后悔了。一切已经来不及了
人总是要经历过，才知道那滋味。若不曾尝过，就别说[我明白你的感受]
颈企，你的面子书全都是我们的留言，别怪我们哦！这是唯一与你的沟通方式。


这是我们所换的头像，有两张。

还记得这本书吗？这是你逝世后为你特别订做的。
里面记载了许多关于你的一点一滴=)
这是大家一起筹备的，也希望就只有这一次，不会有下次。
翻会这本书，你的一切都浮现在脑子里。
书的封面也是我们自己设计的。
你说过要环游世界，所以我们画了各国的景点给你。让你乘着那有翅膀的羽球环绕世界。
书的主题源自于你父亲。

喂，你知道好久没人陪我打球了吗？只有你每次会约我一起打球，如今却没了。
虽然未来你来不及参与，至少你的过去我们曾参与。为那过去划上休止符，停顿在那一刻。
企，我们都很好
我该说声 纪念日快乐吗？

你在哪儿，都无忧无虑了。开心吧？
永永远远保护我们和你的家人

Diana[08-08-2010]

Catch up!

Back earlier=Skip school. XD

Yeah,back earlier today with my friends,May and Weng
Firstly,gonna thx to May's mum.Haha
Because she fetch us back and still treat us breakfast.So nice

It waste our time to find someone to sign the paper so that we can back
At last,our kind principle sign it for us.So good!
Reached home direct online and I'm glad that no teacher enter my class after I went back
Online to check on my stuff after that FB!!
Sit in front of my lappie for few hours watched the MTV WORLD STAGE 2010 in youtube.
I'm so envy to those who attend this event,Eww...Katy Pery and Wonder Girls.
They're so hot and I love them much.Esp Wonder Girls !!!!
Will post up the video soon.
Next year I'm not gonna miss this event,it's in my next year list dy.Haha
I knew it was crowded that day and raining badly.
At least you guys enjoy it right?so it's worth for it
Can't wait for it *

It's time to renew my waredrobe =$
New clothes come come,I need you all badly!
Searching for new clothes,shoes and some accessories
Always have the same outfit make me getting bored.Argh
I should have more C.A.S.H. for it.Haha
So,gonna get a part time job for myself for this coming holidays

Weng said maybe gonna organize Youth Night again for this year
I learn a lesson from last year!
Don't wear too formal for it,coz it's hard for you to make it to the dance floor.XD
So,for this Youth Night.I'm gonna have different outfit but still it's a bit formal la.
Haha..a pair of high heels is needed.Don't let me said No to it,k?
Always get blame by my friends if I wear high heel==' they said I'm tall enough,I don't think so!
So,must enjoy if this event success.Everybody......Time for Party!!

Ok! skip that.
Trial coming soon ♥
Never start my revision yet.
Can't concentrate on it due to some issue happened around me.

Cherish * Hugs

♥ Diana

FL

I wish to be stronger than before !

Sometimes I think I can handle it all by myself
I'm the eldest and need to be strong for my brother.
Now,I knew how was the feeling....I'm afraid
If I lost it,it's hard for me to get back again

Choose to be quiet and don't want involve myself in the issue
How? I can't just ignore it
Be tough is always I want to be and need to be.
If you see somethings change from me,it means I fail to handle it
Every night those negative thinking cross over my mind
I felt so stress and tired.

Wanna share it but I knew it's not suit to share this with friends
Just felt upset and don't know what should I do.=)
It only happens once in a life time and you must make it perfect

If it's done
I will be cherish at every moment.