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I wish to be stronger than before !

Sometimes I think I can handle it all by myself
I'm the eldest and need to be strong for my brother.
Now,I knew how was the feeling....I'm afraid
If I lost it,it's hard for me to get back again

Choose to be quiet and don't want involve myself in the issue
How? I can't just ignore it
Be tough is always I want to be and need to be.
If you see somethings change from me,it means I fail to handle it
Every night those negative thinking cross over my mind
I felt so stress and tired.

Wanna share it but I knew it's not suit to share this with friends
Just felt upset and don't know what should I do.=)
It only happens once in a life time and you must make it perfect

If it's done
I will be cherish at every moment.